Love for Eternity
There are decisions that we need make only once. Having made the decision, we no longer need to wonder how we will act in that particular situation in the future. Decision develops habits or patterns. Now, I come to realize that it is important for me to grasp the way to establish patterns that lead to eternal happiness.
Time moved forward, and I remained disobedient to our Heavenly Father. Focusing on the worldly things that brought only temporary happiness like gimiks and absurd reasoning. Of course, I’ve always been smart on my choices and decisions. But that wasn’t as important as I was thinking. There is more to that.
I failed to live by the most essential duty which I know I must do. Being too lazy to attend church services on Sundays, failed to kept my covenant, and setting a good example. That’s why I’m starting not to feel good about myself anymore.
Tonight, all these played on my mind. I felt that I’m so distant away to the person God wanted me to become.
I miss the church. I miss the sermons. I miss partaking the sacrament. I miss my friends from the church. I miss my primary students. I miss being in the presence of our Heavenly Father. I missed being modest. I miss everything about the church.
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Sometimes Heavenly Father let things to happen (NO MATTER HOW MUCH PAINFUL!) for us to be back with Him. I’m glad my mind is calmed now.
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(I’m not writing this because I want a New Year’s Resolution. It just happened that I’m back to my senses! Hahaha!)
I will still be the same JENNY who loves the world and everything on it. Wiser and more behave. Hopefully.
