Jenny

hi guys!

u may visit my other blogsite @ http://assertivechick.multiply.com/ to see my world!

gurl, OPEN YOUR EYES!

ei you! HAVE THE NERVE!!!!

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i hope he’ll have the courage to be a ‘man’…

kainis, my pc bugged down again. got no time to call a technician to fix it.  ANYONE WHO CAN HELP ME? haha! free lunch!

i’m too busy updating my other blogsite that i almost forgot that i also got a blog here at friendster..hihi!

nwei, i’m back.

well, life has been treating me bad since March and I’m really pickin’ up the pieces by now.  adjusted. maybe closer.  been fucked up with foolish decisions. hehe. minsan tanga din ako - i must admit.  okei, i’m saying this to all the people.  c’mon, don’t judge please.

john & jeff…we miss you so muchhhhhhhh…. haven’t seen jay and eizak (i heard they’re havin’ a good time in the province) they’ll be here in manila this weekend and it’s fhe’s bday. 

life is actually short that you’ll never know when things will change. 

like….those people who snobs you before is now actually you’re close friend.  those who turned you down, now actually pleases you. hay! so funny.

nevertheless, all are blessings and i’m loving it.

i’m meeting a lot of people. uhmmmmmm….DR. AL****** (juz, you know him) isang panaginip! haha! cutie eh, stable pa.

mom is going there na daw.  sana. 

oks, wala pa rin bang magvo-volunteer to repair my pc? just just kidding.

There’s this certain guy who reacted to my blogs.  I’d like to thank him because I wasn’t really aware that I’m leaving a bad impression to the readers.  Thanks Rick.

Now, let me explain myself.  I’m not bitter over things (guys and relationship) in particular.  I strongly believe that not all guys are scrub.  I know that there are still few who are man enough to take care of us, women.  I believe in marriage and the possibility of having a happy family in the future. 

But we have to admit that there are really jerk who is just around……! So girls, keep your eyes widely open! Hehe!

This day has been very exhausting!  I agree, WEBLOG is a great outlet on pouring all your emotions while you’re almost screaming on top of your lungs over something else, isn’t it? Thanks for this discovery!  Well, at least I think I can sleep sound tonight after writing this!

I just wanna tell you about a certain guy I met a couple of months ago.  Lately, I am really being pissed-off by his behavior!  Yeah, I know - he’s trying to be nice but his ‘immature’ act really blows me.  Maybe he’s unaware of it or he was just too INSENSITIVE to mind his behavior.  I don’t know! And from now on - I won’t care!

TO THE BOYS OUT THERE! - let me just remind you guys that it is very important to make every girl feel that she’s pretty (no matter how ugly she may be!).  As much as you can - help her boost her confidence and self-esteem esp. when she’s with you.  NEVER compare her to any other woman.  And PLEASE, please do not ’split off’ who’s pretty and who’s not! Hell yeah!  You got no right TO DO THAT UNLESS you are as handsome as those HOLLYWOOD ACTORS, okei!

Women are friendly in nature.  So don’t always ASSUME that if we come to you smiling and giggling- that means something else.  Hello! WAKE UP! Women can be deceiving.  tSK! tSK! Be careful!

Anyway, enough of that trash!  Don’t wanna waste even a minute of my time anymore…

There are decisions that we need make only once.  Having made the decision, we no longer need to wonder how we will act in that particular situation in the future. Decision develops habits or patterns.  Now, I come to realize that it is important for me to grasp the way to establish patterns that lead to eternal happiness.

Time moved forward, and I remained disobedient to our Heavenly Father. Focusing on the worldly things that brought only temporary happiness like gimiks and absurd reasoning. Of course, I’ve always been smart on my choices and decisions.  But that wasn’t as important as I was thinking.  There is more to that. 

I failed to live by the most essential duty which I know I must do.  Being too lazy to attend church services on Sundays, failed to kept my covenant, and setting a good example.  That’s why I’m starting not to feel good about myself anymore.

Tonight, all these played on my mind.  I felt that I’m so distant away to the person God wanted me to become.

I miss the church.  I miss the sermons.  I miss partaking the sacrament.  I miss my friends from the church.  I miss my primary students.  I miss being in the presence of our Heavenly Father.  I missed being modest.  I miss everything about the church.

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Sometimes Heavenly Father let things to happen (NO MATTER HOW MUCH PAINFUL!) for us to be back with Him.  I’m glad my mind is calmed now.

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(I’m not writing this because I want a New Year’s Resolution.  It just happened that I’m back to my senses! Hahaha!)

I will still be the same JENNY who loves the world and everything on it.  Wiser and more behave.  Hopefully.

I was extremely insulted by someone and it really felt so bad! I don’t understand why he suddenly reacted that way!  I don’t know what went to his mind that he swiftly acted like a SAINT! I take a crack at understanding the things he said but still it hurts!  And I think it would take some time to ease the pain I bear!  I don’t deserve this (after being good and dedicating all my time!) Definitely NAH!

One has to always put the end in mind. But that is not the only significant part of the journey. Keep in mind that when we start any journey, it is always the destination we look at. But once we reach the destination, it’s the journey that we will always rememb er. We should not be too blinded with the destination that we forget to enjoy the trip going there.

Just like in a relationship, you just don’t think that you should enter into a relationship because you will already marry the person. You enter into a relationship to get to know the person better and discern if he/she indeed could be that person walking down the aisle with you. You have to spend some time with him/her and find out if the two of you are compatible and could hit it off. You won’t know this by not giving the guy/girl a chance. You would not know all these things just by the
looks of the guy/girl or your first impression of him/her. Once you are in that relationship, that’s the best chance to build on what the two of you already have.

Don’t break up with someone just because you don’t see yourself with the other person for the rest of your life. Don’t jeopardize a possibly wonderful relationship. How would you know that the other person is the right one if you don’t give her/him a chance to prove her worth?

How would you know that she/he could be the one if you prematurely cut off the relationship because at the moment you don’t see yourself sharing the future with her/him? How would you know this if you don’t give her/him the chance?

And I tell you that it will take you a long time (or possibly never) to find another girl/guy like her/him. Remember that it’s not everyday that you meet someone who has the magic to let you fall in love!!!

It might be possible that you would still remain as friends. But being "together" opens a lot of possibilities and opportunities that friends do not get. Even if you remain as friends, you would not be as close as before.

The intensity and the same feeling is no longer there. The relationship will no longer be on the same level. We can’t predict the future, we just need to hope and to pray for the best and for what is right and believe that’s how it will be.

In the movie "Can’t Hardly Wait", there was a line in that movie that goes something like this: "Fate takes you just as far. Destiny is when everything falls right into place and its just up to you to make it happen."

Destiny is a mixture of chance and of choice. Its not a thing to be waited. You must make it happen. Don’t you feel that everything has already fallen right into place and its up to you to make it happen? Everything is just so right and how would the both of you know if this indeed is fate or "the plan" if you would not give it a try. The only way for you to know is to at least give the relationship a chance and find out for yourselves. Don’t miss this
chance of finding it out because of some unfounded fears.

At least if you give it a try, you can say that you did your best and you found out for yourselves. Not just based on some fear and apprehension that are just part of the countless possibilities that might happen.If it doesn’t work, at least, after many years you would know if the both of you really were meant for each other rather than regret and bear the thought of all the things that might have been? At least you would clear all the "what ifs" and the "only ifs" in the future. It will give the both of you peace of mind.

Would you find it too much of a coincidence that the both of you hit it off so wonderfully. It seemed that you’ve known each other for so long already though you have not known each other for that long. It seemed that you knew each other from another life. And each of you enjoyed every bit of it. You were like soulmates who finally found each other after a very long separation. You had everything going so well. Everyhting happened as if everything just fell right in place. Would you consider it fate? It’s up to you to make it happen. What do you think?

You might say "This is something serious and that I might be making a big mistake and that I would just like to play it cool. No room for ambiguity here. Better, safe than sorry!" Better safe than sorry?! To be honest, in this world we live in, there is not a full proofplan that exist. If you always bear this idea in mind, I don’t know if you would eventually find someone. You might just be too scared of the bad things that you would end up missing all the good stuff!

The best that you can do is give the relationship a chance. You can never succeed without even trying. You should always hope for the best. And to hope is to risk pain…or satisfaction. To try is to risk failure but risk must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. To risk nothing is to risk even more. You might be taking the risk of losing the one true thing that really matters to you.

Guarantee that you will be second to none. You would not completely know if she/he may already be the one if you don’t give it a try. And it will be more painful to lose someone you love and who loves you more just because you are waiting for the right time. How will you ever know if this is already the right thing at the right time? What if the time is now? When will you really know when the right time is? You cannot love a person too soon for you would never know how soon it will be too late. The greatest injustice love can ever offer is you not loving
at the very right time only to find out later that it was the right person.

You’ve got so much going on right now. You have a lot of things in common. Imagine what you can share for tomorrow. You still have a lot of things ahead of you. Learn about each other together. You come to love not by finding a perfect person but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. And besides, nobody is perfect.

When you truly love someone you don’t look for faults. You don’t look for answers. You don’t look for mistakes. Instead you fight for the mistakes, you accept the faults and you overlook excuses. If you truly love someone, you just don’t bail out on the other
person because there is something wrong with her. You’ll know that it’s true love you are having if you are still willing to love that person despite of his or her flaws or infirmities.

The reason you met each other may be of destiny. But if destiny will suggest that you’ll live without her, then why live not by destiny but of free will?

Listen carefully to what your heart says, enjoy the feeling of being in love and do not worry too much about how things will work out, do not be afraid to love just because you are afraid to get hurt ..

I always believe on this… 

When we choose our behavior, we choose our consequences as well – and the smarter our choices the smarter the results.  And the bottom line is that, if we do nothing, we get neither.  LIFE REWARDS ACTION.